looking up.

i'm excited for my future. even though i don't know everything that lies ahead, i know that i'm in control. i'm going to do what makes me happy. no matter what it takes.
it will do no good to worry. no good to stir around negative thoughts/energy.
i'm going to remain positive & have good vibes.




i can't wait. 7.29.
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I love you

down to earth

i was in the car today and i starting thinking about the phrase "down to earth". i have always heard people say how someone was "down to earth". i think the meaning of this description is more powerful than we think. to me, being down to earth would represent being compassionate, without conceit or having egotistical qualities. also someone who is not affected by the latest trend. once i'm an actress i hope to be one considered down to earth.

FAME. Fame is an illusion. No one is actually worth more than any other person. However, I wouldn't mind doing what I love most and getting paid for it. Even if I didn't get paid that much at first, like I would really love to do scary independent films. That's something I'd enjoy.

this movie is pretty creepy. i enjoy watching it though. i enjoy watching all kinds of movies. i like to put myself in actresses places and decide which roles i'd like to play more.

Listening to this song in the car with thoughts stirring in my mind. I feel like there's a time when everyone feels like a misguided ghost. It's important to know that the feeling can and will subside. you just have to

there's gonna be a better day. and there will be..

I read a book my brother loaned to me today. I sat down and read it out loud front to finish.

I really enjoyed it. It made me not feel so alone, that someone else really does understand the intricacies of my feelings as well. Even if the author had felt them under different circumstances I could relate to a lot of the things she discussed in the journal.

There was one topic she touched on, my favorite topic of all. LOVE.

"I am learning that loving all the way can ache and sting, but loving half-way doesn't keep us SAFE, it leaves us with a hope that could never live out loud."

Love Love Love. All you need is love.

"Honor your humanness and all of your feelings - the messy ones, the growing pains, the ache - because we can’t have the dark without the light.." -s. harrison

[[You don't look out there for God, something in the sky, you look in you]]
Alan Watts

When will everyone realize that we're all connected? All made of the same. All one. ONE love.

ilyy;; <3>

it knows no distance

In my last blog I wrote about a certain someone in my life who had been missing. I'm happy to say that things always get worse before they get better. Having this person in my life has made such a difference in who I am. From this person I've learned patience and understanding. I know what it feels like to be in love.

I know that a lot of crazy shit has happened but it comes back to love.

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Now is the time in my life that I need to explore and decide to focus on what I really want out of life. I think that I need some sort of stimulation that is more within. There's more to this life than the external. It would be nice to have a better balance of the two.

It's important to realize that there is a positive and negative effect to every action I take. Everything is constantly changing and moving. I think it's time for everyone to start becoming aware that everything in the world is a part of each other. Everything is made up of the same atoms. We're all connected and we're straying farther from nature all the time.

MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC;;;

what would one of my blogs be without mentioning music at least once?

lately it's been rocking my world. i wishhh i could've gone to allgood and camp bisco, but i'm going to try to make it to electric zoo!

Music makes me happy when nothing else can. Soon I'll be reunited with my love, and it's going to be oh so amazinggg; ily.