kaitlyn. how do i begin to describe our friendship? well, who knows if i would've become so close with her if all the stuff with you know who didn't happen. i'm just glad that i started talking to you in the first place. i had no idea that we would be able to connect so well. our friendship only contributes to me believing that everything happens for a reason. i know that if we lived in the same town we'd be the best of friends. i think it's just really comforting to find someone who can understand things you've gone through or are currently going through. kaitlyn seems to get me and i get her and our friendship works because we both care.

another thing that i love is zombies. my love also likes zombies i love you baby (: i've always enjoyed zombie movies and even if i don't simply adore all the "classic" zombie movies, i'd say i still have a legitimate love for them. i just enjoy watching them attack people and the humans try to survive the zombie apocalypse. is that wrong? i don't think it is..because i secretly believe that a zombie outbreak is possible. i mean any virus can start out of anywhere and turn us all into flesh eating, brain-desiring monsters. i want to be ready for it. and honestly, at this point i don't have a zombie plan.

if i became a zombie, i'd share my brains with you.

france.

hmm. i really really want to go to france. i've taken french for 5 1/2 years. i know that the food there has to be amazing and it's supposed to be one of the most romantic places ever. i've been told that Nice and Lyons are beautiful. however, i must agree with the stereotypes because i fear the snotty-ness of the french. but who knows, maybe i'll speak french so well they won't know i'm american. :) alors, je pense qu'est importante pour moi parler français avec toi. premierement, je veux dire qu'Alan est l'amour de ma vie. alan est la personne que je veux être par mon côté jusqu' à la fin de temps. je ne soigne pas que n'importe qui dit. je crois que nous sommes signifiés pour être ensemble.

i believe in a few things. i believe in love and compassion.

and the universe.

love love love. <3