i am so in love. he's all i can think about. he's the light at the end of the tunnel. he's my reason for doing the things i do. it's all so that i can be by his side again. i can't wait to feel his hands on my body. i can't wait to feel the touch of his warm skin against mine. i can't wait to kiss his cheek when he's about to fall asleep. i can't wait to make him whatever he wants for dinner while he owns people on call of duty. i can't wait to wake up next to him. i can't wait to go for walks.
i can't wait to build a fort and sleep in it. i can't wait to kiss him a billion times a day. i can't wait until we're together again...i love him so much. i love alan more than he could ever imagine. the days spent without him are so slow..and feel almost meaningless. even though i know every day is a new learning experience i know that life is enhanced whenever alan is around. it's like he just makes everything better just by existing. i know that what we have is true love. we have been through so much together and i can feel that this is only the beginning. i can only imagine the amounts of fun that are waiting in our future. i can't wait until we can take showers together..and snuggle up in blankets when it's snowy out. i can't wait until we can stay up all night just whispering to each other about everything and nothing all at the same time. there's so many things i miss doing with you alan. i miss everything. i'll never ever take my baby's love for granted. i'll never take the small things for granted. there is beauty in every moment that we share. i can't wait for alan to get off the plane when he comes to visit me. i can't wait to get that feeling in my knees, where i almost can't stand. i literally feel like i could fall over. 
i can't wait to smell him and rub my hands all over him. the last time i was with my sweety i remember i put my hands all over..i don't think he noticed but i closed my eyes at one point. i tried to memorize every part of him with my hands. commit these feelings to memory...because i didn't know how long it was going to be until i could feel him again..until we can watch the sunrises and sunsets. i can't wait until we have share moments of silence, where nothing needs to be said. the moments where everything feels right and perfect. that's what i feel when i'm with him...perfect.
i can't wait to build a fort and sleep in it. i can't wait to kiss him a billion times a day. i can't wait until we're together again...i love him so much. i love alan more than he could ever imagine. the days spent without him are so slow..and feel almost meaningless. even though i know every day is a new learning experience i know that life is enhanced whenever alan is around. it's like he just makes everything better just by existing. i know that what we have is true love. we have been through so much together and i can feel that this is only the beginning. i can only imagine the amounts of fun that are waiting in our future. i can't wait until we can take showers together..and snuggle up in blankets when it's snowy out. i can't wait until we can stay up all night just whispering to each other about everything and nothing all at the same time. there's so many things i miss doing with you alan. i miss everything. i'll never ever take my baby's love for granted. i'll never take the small things for granted. there is beauty in every moment that we share. i can't wait for alan to get off the plane when he comes to visit me. i can't wait to get that feeling in my knees, where i almost can't stand. i literally feel like i could fall over. i can't wait to smell him and rub my hands all over him. the last time i was with my sweety i remember i put my hands all over..i don't think he noticed but i closed my eyes at one point. i tried to memorize every part of him with my hands. commit these feelings to memory...because i didn't know how long it was going to be until i could feel him again..until we can watch the sunrises and sunsets. i can't wait until we have share moments of silence, where nothing needs to be said. the moments where everything feels right and perfect. that's what i feel when i'm with him...perfect. 
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